Right now I am confused. I have a lot to sort through. I think this is the first time in my life that I am not trying to get somewhere else either time-wise or location-wise. That being said, I can’t say I want to stay here; but I am learning to be content and not control things. Much of life does confuse me right now; but I can’t control it, so I might as well not spaz out over it. Today I realized that if no sin can separate me from His love, then when I love others with His love, they should not be able to out-sin my love (as long as they continue to repent and confess). It is a very challenging thought. There are some relationships in my life that I am clearly not loving with Christ’s love because I think they have out-sinned what I am able to forgive. He gives me more grace.
Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. Matthew 10