I was really emotionally wiped out today. I told the same story twice to someone in one visit. I am getting old apparently. I am also apparently in serious need of rest. Change of atmosphere. Get me out of here. I need a clear mind. It is quite hazy right now. I am happy and exhausted. By this time in the week I am just really ready to talk to my counselor again. It is time because my connectors need connecting.
In all my exhaustion I want to keep working. I have things to do and people to see. I am too excited to quit. Oh, well. It is time for bed; and yes, I do have loads of people I can communicate with, but that can all happen tomorrow. If I forget, oh well. I cannot be perfect, right?
I did struggle a lot today, but I do not know how to describe the struggle. I think it is just emotional exhaustion. Sundays have become a real emotional high, so maybe Mondays will be a natural low. The added stress and joy of the conference makes this weekend particularly hard. I am still in awe of what God is doing.
“Don’t let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, and trust also in me. There is more than enough room in my Father’s home. If this were not so, would I have told you that I am going to prepare a place for you? When everything is ready, I will come and get you, so that you will always be with me where I am. And you know the way to where I am going.” – John 14:1-4