Wonderland

I think I should go to bed to see if I can wake up in my own life again. I have watched two really bad Christmas movies in a row, and you would think I am the one who fell and hit my head and entered a fantasy world. I will say that it is truly tragic that some people really do get their values from that kind of source. I get my cheap entertainment during the holiday season from them. I started watching them years ago because I spent Christmas without people I loved. Now they are just a guilty pleasure and part of what makes Christmas feel like a Christmas season to me – which is probably a little bit tragic.

I laughed really hard today in my noon time with God. I cried in my evening time. Then I celebrated being done with the week by watching the movies. Sort of done with the week. Taking tonight off kind of prevents me from really taking tomorrow off. Oh well, can’t win them all, and I needed it. I live in a bizarre world.

You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5