Christ in us the answer. The hope of all the world. Our God is strong in us. He is the risen One. He is alive in us. The same power that raised Him up is the power that lives in us. His name is glorious. He is victorious.
He is enough for me. 100% enough. I wonder why I ever think I lack anything. God has given me such an abundance spiritually these last few years that it is really hard for me to understand why I sometimes think my life is hard. My life is good. Incredibly good.
I had a really good day at church again. I had one last week also, which is a bit weird after three really hard weeks. I never did know what triggered the first hard week, and I do not know why the last two weeks have been so good. I am grounded, and I can function. It is once again fun to be there and it is a happy place. I do not understand it because for three weeks I fell apart psychologically there. I just wished I knew what triggered the bad, so I could deal with it. Maybe it was my birthday? No, it started before that. I have no idea. In any case, I like feeling safe and loved at church instead of struggling to function.
I am continuing to give myself my birthday present to myself. If I keep this up, 31 is going to be the most incredible year of my life. I am looking forward to it.
The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, “Abba, Father.” – Romans 8:15
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