Today was a really good day for me. Not because it was easy or fun, but it was profitable. I learned a few key truths about myself. None of which I can really share on this forum. It was a day filled with small, painful truths, which were freeing.
Tonight was the second step study session. It went really well. It has been a tough week, and I feel like the devil has been after my peace and growth. I had some great God time while I was walking, but I also spent some of my quiet day resentful my day had to be quiet. Angry at God that He was the reason I could not listen to music or teaching or anything. It was silly to be mad at Him and I even knew it at the time. I was the one after all, who decided to willingly give up my noise for more active communication with Him. I am trying to talk to Him about it every time I am upset now.
Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour. Stand firm against him, and be strong in your faith. Remember that your Christian brothers and sisters all over the world are going through the same kind of suffering you are. – I Peter 5:8-9
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