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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

Top dog

I came home today thinking I was the happiest person on earth. I probably nearly was. Life is very interesting right now. Not boring at all. God time is changing my life. I once again had a good break between church and CR to pray. God time is always the right decision.

I had a huge revelation in church this morning. They were talking about football, so I chose my team for the Superbowl, which was easy because I always root for the underdog. I just found out who was playing in church this morning, so clearly I never really cared about the game. As I was thinking about the whole underdog thing, I came to the realization I don’t always root for the underdog because I root for God and love. satan would be the underdog of underdogs, and I do not root for him one single bit. I would like to stomp all over his head. Jump up and down on it and kill him dead. That and evil. So I don’t always root for the underdog. I root for the top dog: Jesus Christ and God the Father and the Holy Spirit. That is the way it is.

I go to bed tonight wishing I was better at love. I feel really bad at it right now. I want to be good, but I am not. Honestly, some days I do not even think I know how.

I am broken inside. I give Him my life. All I am I surrender.

I cannot give Him more than that.

So the Lord God said to the serpent, “Because you have done this,

“Cursed are you above all livestock and all wild animals! You will crawl on your belly and you will eat dust all the days of your life. And I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your offspring and hers; he will crush your head, and you will strike his heel.” – Genesis 3:14-15


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