top of page
  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

There is no end to His love

So after having a lot of trouble trying to sleep last night, I got up, journaled and went back to bed. One of my last thoughts before falling to sleep was asking God by some miracle to let me wake up super refreshed. I did. This morning I woke up more refreshed than I have in weeks. My brain felt like it was all connected again. Journaling last night seemed to help tremendously. Odd how something this simple helps me sleep so well at night.

I continued to have an absolutely marvelous day in which I relished enjoying God. For once I never thought of all the endless things I could be doing. For once I spent time with Him at noon for no other reason than I wanted to! Often I will do so because I know I will not make it through my day emotionally if I do not.

I had an amazing time connecting with a few friends. My life is soooo different than it used to be. God keeps showing me again and again and again how much I have changed. I woke up with such joy this morning. It is so good to be alive. It is even better to finally be at a place in recovery where I can enjoy life naturally. Healing from the trauma in my past has taken many years, but this new counselor has worked wonders in months. Over the last few months for the first time in my life, I have started to actually feel like I am connecting with people instead of just being with them. It is a marvelous feeling.

I also read my weekly Bible reading today. I think I will read another book of the Bible tomorrow though. Can I really not read Philemon or Jude all at one time?

To all who mourn in Israel, he will give a crown of beauty for ashes, a joyous blessing instead of mourning, festive praise instead of despair. In their righteousness, they will be like great oaks that the LORD has planted for his own glory. – Isaiah 61:3


bottom of page