My life is crazy. I am tired. Maybe I should say I am crazy. This morning I texted a friend and told them that my day was amazing compared to yesterday even if I woke up fighting a migraine. That is pretty much how bad yesterday was. Today was awesome and the first half of it was fighting the migraine horror. Yesterday I was so stressed for part of the day that my whole body physically hurt. Today I was back to living in God’s care. I am so grateful. I couldn’t handle that stress for very long. I did have a lot of things that I had to troubleshoot today, but was fully blessed by a stranger who I opened the door to and meant for the first time tonight and she said something like, “Not to be weird or anything, but you are beautiful. When you opened the door, it was like you radiated. blah blah blah yada yada yada.” That is my ideal life – be in the refining fire with God and have the people around me seem me radiating His joy instead of under stress and in the grinder.
if we are faithless, he remains faithful, for he cannot disown himself. 2 Timothy 2:13
I am completely entirely safe. He will never not be in me. That realization this past week is transforming my life. He will never disown His Spirit in me. I am safe. I am His. I am complete in Him. I don’t need anything else. He is enough. Nothing else will satisfy.
But if Christ is in you, then even though your body is subject to death because of sin, the Spirit gives life because of righteousness. Romans 8
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