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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

Struggling to rest

What an amazing first day back in New Jersey! Well, first complete day back in NJ. I am thoroughly physically exhausted and just realized it is past my bedtime. The trip to Mexico seems to have been deeply healing for me. I am connecting better than I have ever connected. I am satisfied and more complete… and so physically tired my body doesn’t even know what to do. It is kind of weird to be physically tired instead of mentally, spiritually or emotionally tired. I don’t even know how to process it. Generally if I feel tired, spending time with God is more effective than taking a nap. It is weird to wonder if taking a nap would be more effective than spending the time with God. But then the napping I did today wasn’t really effective. Maybe what I actually need is to rest spiritually and it just feels like physical weariness. Now I am going to bed instead of analyzing this because I am not sure I have another choice other than falling asleep in front of my computer.

Remain in me, as I also remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. John 15:4


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