Today was a really good day filled with amazing family and friends. I connected today – not just on the outside but on the inside. I had a really good day emotionally, and I was at church for a very long time or a school that my church meets in – whatever. It is a huge celebration. I had been having a couple tough weeks. Sometimes with triggers. Sometimes with no triggers. I hate being in a situation where I am psychologically tripping and I have no idea why.
Today I am just really thankful for the Holy Spirit. It was my celebration all day. Imagine! I have God in me. I am not God. God is not found within my natural self; but when I accepted Jesus, His Holy Spirit made me His dwelling place. That is pretty crazy awesome! It is worth jumping up and down and celebrating.
I got a blue chip at CR because this month I restarted counting the days I have not wanted to hurt myself. It feels like a celebration. I am just not where I used to be. So grateful! So grateful to make it to where I am today. So grateful for the incredible friends He has put in my life.
And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever— the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you. – John 14:16-17
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