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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

So excited

God is growing me, and I am excited about it. My chains are gone. I have been set free. I really am being set free. Today I was so nervocited (nervous and excited at the same time) I was practically shaking. I did things I have never done. Even if I was so nervocited beforehand, I did them anyway. I like God.

I am so amazed by what God is doing in this world. Sometimes I get really idealistic and think He can actually change it. That was me trying to be sarcastic. I do believe He can change it. I think the only way I will be effective as a witness in this world is to believe He can change it. I don’t only believe He can, but I believe He wants to. I never always believed this. In fact, I was raised to believe God hated 99.9999% of all people with an eternal hatred. I am so glad my worldview has change.

I am so thankful I have the freedom to choose to believe the truth. To read His Word, to follow Him and allow it to change me. That I do not have to believe what anyone has to say about who God is, but I can believe what God says about who God is. Though the number one reason I believe in God at this point is because He has changed me. Nothing, nothing except for a God who is real could take this girl who used to be a screaming mess on the inside and turn her into someone who for the most part just has peace like a river on the inside.

I get to follow Jesus. I get to serve God. How cool is that? I used to think I had to. Now I get to. That is a difference in me. I am so excited to follow Jesus and see the great things He is doing in this city!

The Lord isn’t really being slow about his promise, as some people think. No, he is being patient for your sake. He does not want anyone to be destroyed, but wants everyone to repent. – 2 Peter 3:9


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