Well, I have decided that I qualify as overwhelmed. I am tired, but I am content with my life. I am stressed because look at the date on this and I am finishing my taxes tomorrow. I started them today. They stress me out so much. I did get my passport today, so I guess I am going to Mexico! Can’t wait. Now I just need to raise the last several hundred dollars for the trip. Another job for tomorrow.
I am slipping back into anxiety and fear. Today I had a really hard time toward the end of the day not becoming bitter again. I am not sure why. I think I have too much adjustment to make at one time, and I can’t adjust fast enough. Outside of doing my taxes tomorrow, I do have time for some of it then.
I am having a wonderful time in the book of Romans. I am so grateful for everything God has given me. Somewhere in the last few years of blogging, I pined away on here about why God didn’t just kill Adam and Eve if He was a really loving God. Anyway, I think that conversation made it here. I am so grateful He decided to give us all life instead and give us all the opportunity to live forever instead.
I want to live in His promises. I want to be free. I feel like only my fear binds me now.
If God is for us, who can be against us? – Romans 8:31