I think it is fair to say that I am extremely emotionally exhausted. As I walked to my final commitment of the day, I had to concentrate on not crying “for no reason”. In fact, there were other parts of today too where I was so tired it took effort to not cry “for no reason”. Thankfully some of my friends had pets at dinner, and a pet took the time to help me relax some. I am still completely out of it, but at least there was some improvement. I am sure God really is good all the time. I know it. He is good now too. I am just so tired that I can’t fathom continuing to lay down my life for Him. Which means I am doing something wrong right now, so I am going to check out of technology a little while and try to tune into Him before bed. It feels like I need a miracle to revive my spirit.
Simon Peter answered him, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.” John 6:68
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