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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

Really cool community

I do not remember my day well. I do not remember if I stressed over anything this morning before work or not. I have been taking care of children with someone these last few work days. It makes it hard to remember my conversation with babies and adults around at the same time.

For about three weeks I was really struggling with swearing. That has gone away again. I am super glad. I was not enjoying it. I was just generally swearing in prayer, which made me realize I was mad at God. I never did figure out why I was mad. I am not mad at God now though.

Also I have been struggling with lust over the last week or so. Not near as much as I used to, but I had to redirect my thoughts several times today. It has become a thing recently. I am pretty sure I know why, but I do not want to talk about it.

I had a blast at nonCR small group tonight. We laughed all night long. Maybe that is my story of recovery today. I am beginning to truly experience some really cool community. The topic of the evening was amending; story of my current life.

“For I know the plans I have for you,” says the LORD. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.” – Jeremiah 29:11


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