Today wasn’t as hot as yesterday. By the time I got to counseling I just wasn’t feeling it. Honestly, I don’t actually want to quit; but I felt like quitting. This living life in a real way is a lot of work. Ugh, so much stuff to grieve and process to actually live life to the fullest. I had one of those wonderful, “OMG, I am a girl.” moments today. One would think being as old as I am I would already know that. I have so much to grow, so much to process, so much to heal from. I feel so discouraged tonight. It seems the healing process is never-ending. Will I ever be done with counseling?? Will I ever be somewhat emotional stable without a half a dozen crutches? I am off to bed to rest my weary head.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” – Jeremiah 29:11
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