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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

One more day

I got called up to a last minute babysitting job today because of the weather. That was nice because I was not mentally present to get any work done anyway. So instead of accomplishing anything with my time, I made money, which is a good thing I suppose every once and awhile. It was nice.

I had x time today, and I finished my inventory. At least everything is done that has to be done to call it done. There are a few relationships that I did not write about this time that I wrote about last time. The next two days I am going to be busy most of the day; so if I do any writing this week, it will be Thursday or Friday. I was hoping to get so much done in February, too. I do not have a good start to that.

Character defects are painfully obvious in my inventory. I cannot imagine why I would need anyone to help me point out any more of them. (That is what happens in step 5). The good part about step 5 is someone gets to show me grace. I need grace. I do need to balance my inventory out a bit. Write down some of the good things from my past as well. The positive impact people have had on my life.

I have been struggling with feeling woefully inadequate to love. How am I supposed to love people like Christ loves me? I am part of the screwed up people part. I started studying the book of Ephesians this morning. That was enlightening. Now I am over and out. May His favor rest upon us.

May the LORD bless you and protect you. May the LORD smile on you and be gracious to you. May the LORD show you his favor and give you his peace. – Numbers 6:24-26


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