I threw a conniption fit today. I threw it on God. I don’t know if that ever happens to you, but occasionally it happens to me. I have a rather unique life in which I live alone and work from home alone. This has inspired me to be very physically demonstrative in my emotional expression while at home. I pretty much do whatever feels appropriate, and it has been an interesting journey into the land of occasionally acting like I am two when I am alone with God. What can I say? He did say unless I became like a little child, I would not understand the kingdom of God. Something like that. I cried a lot, threw a fit, came out on the other side of it still alive. Basically I survived. Tonight let’s pretend like I trust God. Either way, I am going to pretty much make the same decisions tomorrow no matter how I feel tonight. What is a feeling anyway but fickle? Tomorrow I hope I experience a lot more emotional stability. Over and out.
Jesus said, “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.” Matthew 19:14
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