This morning was what I have come to know as a typical Friday. I woke up with physical anxiety. I felt horrible. Tired, stomach hurt and I was feeling really gross and sweating. But I ended up having a bit of a breakthrough today.
Through a conversation with someone, I came to realize I really need to work on enjoying where I am at. I should enjoy it because I will never experience it again. I should enjoy it because I am not guaranteed tomorrow. I am not guaranteed what I am planning tomorrow. I am not even sure I am guaranteed what I feel God communicating to me about tomorrow because I could not listen to where He is leading me and massively screw it all up.
Since about noon I have had a very good day. Filled with enjoying these moments, with loving more deeply and with all my amazing friends tonight at CR. I cannot believe what an important part of my life CR has become and how much family I have in New Jersey. God is amazing!
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. – Matthew 6:33-34
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