Tonight I am going to bed happy. It has been a rough day. This round of step four is going to be really, really hard. I am not at all emotionally enjoying God revealing my sinful attitudes and choices to me. Honestly, I am beginning to think there is a part of me that just sucks. I don’t like the picture I am getting of me and my decision-making patterns these last few days. Reading a few journal entries from this time last year really changed my evening. I was able to actually focus on the positive. I would say I had been trying to pretend to, but honestly I was spending a great deal of time wallowing.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” says the LORD. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.” – Jeremiah 29:11