I have noticed I have started getting angry, annoyed and crabby more than normal lately. I usually am not a crabby sort of person. I am trying to converse with God about it. I think historically I go to Him to change my feelings not to talk to Him about them. I am trying to process my feelings with God now.
I actually spent a large portion of my day feeling angry. I felt angered and aggravated by trivial inconveniences. I usually am not. Usually I am challenged by them and they make me try to rise to the occasion of being the cheerful overcomer.
I am angry and annoyed right now. I do not feel like dealing with confrontation. I do not feel like changing my worldview. Can I just be right once? On certain issues, when I am confronted with an area I might be wrong (and it is “might” not “are”, such as in political opinion), I become really upset and want to dig in my heals really deeply to fight for something. I have no idea why I am upset over what I am upset over right now. I am going to have to keep talking to God about root issues and worldview.
On a positive note, I got my ears pierced today. So excited! I was actually happy and positive for three whole hours on account of it.
“In your anger do not sin”: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, – Ephesians 4:26
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