I don’t know if I am really all that impressed with where I am at today. In some bizarre fashion I am almost frustrated that I am not more anxious. How silly is that? This evening I almost tried to work myself up into anxiety. Isn’t that dumb? Who would do something like that and why? My life is going so right and so wrong all at the same time. I trust God so much more than I used to, but honestly I think I am crazy for trusting Him. I am in a bit of a bizarre place. I think I am repeating myself, but it is so bizarre that I have been contemplating its bizarreness now for several hours.
Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone. If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. Romans 12:17-18