I am absolutely exhausted and still overtaken by insecurity. So rare and so long since this has happened to me. I know I have a serious trigger going on in my life. I am not sure whether I should get rid of the trigger or work through the trigger. I am not sure if it is God’s timing to work through the trigger or if the trigger is only a trigger because I always seem to veer off the right path when this trigger comes into my life. It has nothing to do with my actual actions, but my motivation immediately becomes rotten. I seriously have no idea what to do. I am so frustrated. I need to talk to one of my two people in this world who don’t give me simplistic answers to the frustrating questions of life. The last thing I need to have someone do right now is give me that simple church answer. It has just occurred to me now that so many simplistic church answers to difficult questions are simply given by people who do not want to actually engage the pain of the question.
But if Christ is in you, then even though your body is subject to death because of sin, the Spirit gives life because of righteousness. Romans 8
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