Don’t be amazed by sin. Be amazed by grace. I cannot figure out if I am really calm and at peace right now or if I am numb. I think I am tired. I definitely am tired. I am a little afraid. I mostly feel a little afraid if I tell someone I am not afraid. Maybe I am afraid of confessing it and losing my lack of fear. Maybe I am actually afraid. I must be a little.
I managed to stay really connected to God today. I focused on it throughout my day. I am actually short on God time right now, which is at least mostly disturbing to me. I may be too tired to stay up and have quality time with Him, but I will at least touch bases without multitasking for a little while.
My life seems to be integrating. I am becoming more and more a person of integrity. The same me wherever I am. I am becoming “whole”.
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.” – 2 Corinthians 12:9
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