I spent most of the day happy, but I am sad right now. I am learning to be free. I am learning to let things go. I thank God that I am not who I used to be. I thank Him that someday I will be all I can be in Him. The good part is I am sad without feeling any pain. Pain is such a part of my life. I am tired of feeling pain. Really, really tired. Tonight the step study was on attitude. It is kind of fun to reflect on how much my attitude has changed over my time in recovery.
At this point many of his disciples turned away and deserted him. Then Jesus turned to the Twelve and asked, “Are you also going to leave?”
Simon Peter replied, “Lord, to whom would we go? You have the words that give eternal life. We believe, and we know you are the Holy One of God.” – John 6:66-69