I didn’t want to blog tonight. I am super lonely. I just wanted to go to bed and block it all out. I am not sure why I felt so alone walking up my stairs tonight. It feels like a different kind of ache than I am used to. I just felt like I was going home to an empty house instead of to my home. It is a sucky feeling. I guess there is no reason to write at length about it here. Why does it have to be so hard? And should I keep going? If I am the daughter of the King of the universe then why is life so hard? So grateful for His love.
So I see this law at work in me. Although I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; but I see another law at work in me, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within me. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord. – Romans 7:21-25
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