the most annoying part of this blog is when I am in bed with my contacts out and remember I still need to say something. I am going against the grain and writing this with almost not being able to see it.
Today was kind of sucky. I think was a battle, and I woke up in physical pain from all my emotional pain. I am listening to a message on hope now. I am greatly discouraged. I am trying to cling to what God has to say about Himself. He can make beauty from this pile of ashes. Someday I will go home to Him and that day can’t come soon enough from my point of view. Earth hurts. I want to go Home where there will be no more confusion, disappointment and conflict.
“If only for this life we have hope in Christ, we are of all people most to be pitied.” 1 Corinthians 15