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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae


I am seriously tired. Probably because it is seriously late. Emotions are also a bit of a drain. Today I got to practice not being God a lot. Constantly reminding myself where my real frustrations lie. I would like to be all-powerful, I am not. I would like to be able to change everything. I cannot. God, grant me the serenity…

I also realized today that humility is the biggest thing I need in order to admit I am not God. Admitting I really am upset about my own weakness takes a lot of humility. I hate it. For some reason pretending to be strong is better than being so incredibly weak. Also I am frustrated I have not figured out my life by now. I have been taking step 1 for over two years. I think I should about have it down by now. Instead I keep taking it in a bigger way. I guess it is important to recognize I am not God, so I can let Him be God.

Oddly enough, it has come to my attention that I am going to have to cut the fat out of my life again. I am getting too busy to do the things I know God is asking me to do. I should just take Bob Goff’s advise and quit something every Thursday. Maybe I would not work myself into a corner. In any case, I am sure there are many more things that happened today. I am too tired to care.

“Blessed are those whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the one whose sin the Lord will never count against them.” – Romans 4:7-8


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