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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

Here to stay

Everyone needs compassion. Yup, we are back to that again. Today was a pretty good day mentally. I was physically and emotionally exhausted, but not bitter or unforgiving. I really had a bad, unoptimistic attitude about my interview tomorrow. The idea of dressing up for work puts me in a bad mood, but the idea of a paycheck makes me happy enough I suppose.

I am feeling more and more love again. I do think true love comes from the head and heart. It is so much more than just a decision or just feelings. I seem to be getting a lot more of whatever this is.

There is pain to staying here. A lot of pain. I have always ran away. I have never wanted to stay in a place. Today it occurred to me no matter how much I wanted to not stay, if someone tried to drag me away I would cry hysterically. So much for my brave bravado. I am here to stay unless a greater Love tears me away.

There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. – John 15:13


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