Well, I seem to be healing. Still really can’t feel much about what I feel like I should feel a lot about. I am still afraid of beginning to feel it. I have continued to ask God that perhaps I could somehow not have to feel it. I have gone through so many hard things, couldn’t this one be easier? Anyways, I quiet-ish day with quite pleasant time with God. I am enjoying my new spiritual discipline of memorization. I never knew I would enjoy it. Can’t believe it took me this long to apply myself to it. It is really changing my life. I am sure of it.
Those who live according to the flesh have their minds set on what the flesh desires, but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires. The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life and peace. – Romans 8:5-6
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