What a crazy 24 hours. I do pretty crazy things sometimes. Put myself through a lot of torment. Last night and this morning I tried to quit following Jesus. It is always an interesting experience when I quit trying to follow Him. I begin raging against certain people. I start constantly telling God that I am not talking to Him anymore. This noon I was going to skip my noon time with Him, but it turns out I didn’t seem to be able to do so. It turns out that I essentially showed up to tell Him that I wasn’t talking to Him anymore. Like a little kid screaming at another little kid or his ma, “I am not talking to you” over and over again. God changed my heart in that time. Tonight I am once again following. Pretty tentatively, but at least I am not trying to hate Him. (Sorry to all of you who thought I was a super amazing Jesus’ freak. Really I am pretty average.)
Therefore there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. Romans 8:1
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