Two step study books done. Two to go. I am so excited to be on the downhill side of things we have left to do. I love being more than half done. Once hard things are half done, they seem more manageable to me.
I woke up this morning still struggling with the decisions I had to make regarding my living situation, but I did not have fear. It was more anxiety over the decision than anxiety over whether God would take care of me.
Then I babysat a new baby today. He was seven months old. A new baby for me. He helped heal my heart. I think there is a reason God has me with kids so much at this point in my recovery. Adults bring out all my insecurities. Kids just love me.
Since Sunday, I have been experiencing an appreciation for people on the other side of the line. It is not often this happens to me, but I am glad I am thinking of things naturally about which I can be thankful. Thinking of such things without trying versus forcing myself to come up with a list is such a different experience.
That is all. I am emotionally worn out and I want to cry; but overall, everything is awesome! (Yes, Lego soundtrack that last phrase.)
Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” – Hebrews 13:5
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