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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

Growing too fast

I am beginning to catch up emotionally. Today I got a lot of work done while I was relaxing. It is really encouraging to me. I will live my life with more peace if I learn to let things go and relax. I am too emotionally strung out to write on my novel so far this week. I have decided to just wait for next week. I have been able to do random other work instead.

I did process a lot today. Wednesdays are my counseling days. I woke up this morning and for the first time was really honest about one of the tough areas of my life. Really honest. I showed up in my counselor’s office and told her about it. She said, “Yeah, I have been hearing that for a couple months.” Then I said, “Oh, I suppose so have other people. I just did not know it yet.” Odd how I keep saying something but do not actually hear what I say.

It was good to admit, but it led to so many other issues. Facing one hard truth opens the door to face so many others. My life is so out of control right now. Mainly I feel like my spiritual growth is out of my control. My personal, professional everything growth has taken a taken the on ramp to the fast lane, and I am finding it scary.

Rooted and grounded in Christ. I just need to be rooted and grounded in Christ.

Follow my example, as I follow the example of Christ. – I Corinthians 11:1

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