I’m upset right now, and I feel insecure. I don’t like either of those feelings. I want to run away from them. I was doing so good for most of the day, but right now I just want some human affirmation. Someone to tell me “good job”. Someone to assure me that everything is going to be okay. I know why I am being eaten up with insecurity right now, but I can’t really talk about it here. Instead of just doing what God has asked me to do, I am starting to second guess myself and overthink. Not necessarily a good thing. Not a good thing at all. The worst part is feeling like I should go find human affirmation or bury my head into Netflix or something mindless, so I don’t have to think about it. Wow, the devil really could eat me up over this one. I better just ignore him and get ready for bed.
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written, “For your sake we face death all day long. We are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.” No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. Romans 8
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