I just listened to an international speaker rant on a podcast about people who over share about their struggles on social media. Yup, that’s me. I have a whole blog for it. Every time I hear a testimony at CR, someone’s “over sharing” changes me. When people tell their story with rigorous honesty, I hear parts of myself in it. When I hear that I am not the only one who has sin in my past that is almost unspeakable, it changes me. It frees me because I no longer think I am walking alone. I hate walking alone.
I still struggled with anxiety this morning. I do not know why I have been struggling in the morning. I am having great time with God to start my day; but as soon as I get up from it, bang goes that.
When I finally made it through the anxiety, my day was pretty quiet. My brain is getting so much quieter than it used to be. The farther along I get on this journey, the less I over analyze and have pretend arguments in my brain.
I am struggling with swearing again. If it is not one thing, it is another. Actually it is pry more like five or six things.
he saved us, not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. He saved us through the washing of rebirth and renewal by the Holy Spirit, – Titus 3:5