I do not want to talk about today! I think I am emotionally sober right now, but I am also emotionally exhausted. I am mentally exhausted. I must be spiritually exhausted. I was happy enough about how much I wrote today in the amount of time I had to write, but I do not know if I am spending enough time recharging right now.
I wonder if there is enough time to recharge. If I took all the rest of the time in the rest of my life would there be enough time to recharge? What about if I just ate some chocolate?
I feel like this whole week has been me realizing the enormous truth of principle 1: Realize I am not God. Admit that I am powerless to control my tendency to do the wrong thing and that my life is unmanageable.
Yup, that’s me. The over-sleeping, mistake-making person this week. I don’t even know why. I must be too tired. Now if I go to bed now. Perhaps that will solve my dilemma. Somehow I highly doubt sleep is any part of my problem.
Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.” – Matthew 11:28-30