My heart is overflowing with fullness tonight. It is miraculous to me that this could happen in the midst of me throwing such a temper tantrum. It has been an interesting day with a lot of emotional processing and healing. “Ew feelings gross.” is something I have said a lot today. Tonight the feelings don’t feel near as gross. They feel really pleasant. Oh, this is a good place to be.
Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me. Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it. Matthew 10