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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

Everything changes

June 23 – 10:00 pm

Change. The only thing consistent in my life is the constant change. I had a sabbath today – at least in theory. I worked four hours and had two meetings. Something about my last meeting tonight had a note of finality to it regarding the changes in my life. I really am making these choices. I really am making these changes. Life really will move on. Another chapter of my life is over.

I struggled to actually rest in the time I had to rest today. I guess I will try to take another sabbath later in the week. At least another partial one. I have slept plenty, but I am exhausted. I am struggling to connect with God in my God time and have actual conversations with Him. The one conversation I did have today was about Him showing me His glory. If the earth is filled with His glory, I want to see it.

I am about to have to set things right with about 45 people. I entirely made up that number. It is probably more than that. Tough life. Really tough life. But it is going to be so freeing, right? Honestly, I will just be glad when I start getting the list behind me. I have been working on some of the tough ones already for almost six months. Making amends has slowly started to become a part of my life. It is okay. Hard, but okay.

And they were calling to one another: “Holy, holy, holy is the LORD Almighty; the whole earth is full of his glory.” – Isaiah 6:3

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