It was a really good day. I am still trying to catch up on processing my life. One wonders if I ever will. God seems to be moving much faster than I can. Deep breath in, and let it out slowly. I need to get back to X time. I missed out on it today, too; unless rocking a baby to sleep counts. I love God. He is super amazing.
I cried today. I cried as I attempted to process what is happening in and around me. It is odd that good things hurt so much. It is odd to cry because I have no control over slowing down the good things happening around me. It is odd to cry because thinking of good things hurts.
He knows the plans He has for me, He keeps whispering in my heart. Plans to prosper me and not to harm me. Plans to give me a hope and a future.
Yes, He is a crazy big God. Some days I think I am about ready to start believing it.
This is what the Lord Almighty, the God of Israel, says to all those I carried into exile from Jerusalem to Babylon: “Build houses and settle down; plant gardens and eat what they produce. Marry and have sons and daughters; find wives for your sons and give your daughters in marriage, so that they too may have sons and daughters. Increase in number there; do not decrease. Also, seek the peace and prosperity of the city to which I have carried you into exile. Pray to the Lord for it, because if it prospers, you too will prosper.” Yes, this is what the Lord Almighty, the God of Israel, says: “Do not let the prophets and diviners among you deceive you. Do not listen to the dreams you encourage them to have. They are prophesying lies to you in my name. I have not sent them,” declares the Lord. – Jeremiah 29:4-9
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