I am so disappointed in myself tonight. I am not sure why at this point in my life I would be surprised by the nature of human nature. I perhaps am not surprised but just thoroughly disappointed in how much I can let the flesh win. I never knew I was so despicable at least to myself. I overslept a one-hour nap by two hours tonight, so I never got to go to dinner group. I cried. (That’s not what I think is morally irreprehensible.) I still want to cry because of it. But I knew I really needed to talk to Jesus because I was really running on fumes and had to call the shot. Going would have really endangered even more things in my life and had me be even more disappointed in my own morality. Now I am going to go back to bed. I am sure I need at least a week’s worth of sleep right now.
May the God of peace be with you all. Amen. Romans 15
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