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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

Consume me

Open up the heavens. I want to feel You.

My life is amazing. I have been able to start praising Him in the morning. When I have this kind of amazingness in my life, I am always afraid of talking about it here. Like once I tell you, it will be taken from me.

Recently I heard a pastor of a megachurch talk about how everything was about Jesus. All he wanted to give his people was Jesus. Skip the free food and anything else down that order, if it was not about Jesus, he did not care to give it to his people.

Oh, my heart longs to have that priority in my life! I keep getting in the way of giving people Jesus! I have been reading Philippians. It has become comforting on a whole new level – like any other book of the Bible that is well read. This morning I started listening to a sermon series about worship. I want to learn to live a life of worship. I want to give myself to Him. Because if I have, then money won’t matter. Sex won’t matter. Ego won’t matter. Other people’s opinions won’t matter.

If I could live my life to Him as His possession, nothing else would matter ever again. It would be about Him. I just want it to be about Him and His Spirit. That is how I want to live my life. That is how I want to run my ministry. I want it to be about Him. Not my ideas. Not my plan. Not how I am going to change the world. I just want to usher people into His presence. I just want to worship Him. I don’t want to ever get in the way of anyone worshiping Him. Let alone get in the way of the people I am “serving” worshiping Him.

I want to be one with Him. I want to feel His Spirit in me. I want to dance as I sing His praise. I want to worship only Him. I want to bow down before Him. I want to hunger only for Him. The beauty of fasting is it always directs my heart to Him. My focus to Him. May I worship only Him forever. May He consume me.

I am His.

But the hour is coming, and is now here, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth, for the Father is seeking such people to worship him. God is spirit, and those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth. – John 4:23-24


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