I am tired today, but I am progressing. I am having a bit of a meltdown, well, that is a strong word. I am having a few moments with me saying, “God, are you sure???” This selfless sacrifice thing by Him is pretty crazy intense. I don’t know how I feel about it besides knowing it makes me scared that I won’t be able to sacrifice enough. I am quite intimidated by it all. What if I am not good at being selfless? What if I am just the most selfish person ever? What if I can’t be unselfish-ified? What if I continually forget to be a servant and just look out for myself? I’m scared.
Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. Romans 12
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