I did not have the greatest day, but I will say it ended really well. I do believe if I ever complain again, someone should slap me because I will deserve it. Then when I complain about that, slap me again for the same reason. But pry won’t be your friend after that. I am struggling really badly with unforgiveness right now. I think there are too many things going on in my life that are out of my control. I am grasping at straws to maintain some kind of control, so eating has become a problem again. It is the first time it has been a problem in a really long time. Maybe even years. Trust. I can tell how much I trust God by what I eat.
Faith. If faith could move the mountains, let the mountains move. I need faith right now. A lot of it. I must have it. I keep going, but my life feels so out of control. It is out of control. I am not sure it is the right out of control. I am resting this entire week; so when my novel is ready for me to get ready to publish next week, I can work on that being well-rested. I rested more today than yesterday. Mainly because I sleep later on Tuesdays.
Ah, life is good. May I never whine again.
Remember me for this, my God, and do not blot out what I have so faithfully done for the house of my God and its services. – Nehemiah 13:14
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