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  • Writer's pictureLaura Kae

Anger


I woke up this morning and by 8:15 I had a migraine coming on. I think migraines come on in my life when the devil wants to keep me down, so I rested and took sugar and ibuprofen and thankfully recovered by noon-ish. I am really thankful I do not have severe migraines. I feel for those people. God was up to great things today. “Church” had barely just started when I was super thankful that I had pressed on and not decided to rest until all after effects were gone. Sunglasses in the dark look cool anyway. I experienced God today. I also experienced a lot of anger. I don’t know why, but I am mad. I am mad over things I thought I honestly forgave. I guess I get to re-forgive them? I am sure I had forgiven. I am certain of it. I have no idea why I am so mad again unless it is stemming from me being upset that I cannot control my life right now, and I would like to control it. My life is out of control. Out of control awesome, but still out of control.

Something pretty painful did happen to me yesterday. I never really recognized it as painful until I believe this morning during my morning quiet time. I think I am definitely smarting from the incident. It hurt a little at the time, but more later. God is always big enough to supply all my needs. His love is unbroken.

He needs to work some pretty big miracles in my life right now. I wonder what His purpose is? There are so many needs in so many people’s lives.

Yeah, I am still really mad. I have tried so hard to let go of it today. I honestly do not know how. God is going to have to teach me how not to let the sun go down upon my wrath because I do not get it.

So stop telling lies. Let us tell our neighbors the truth, for we are all parts of the same body. And “don’t sin by letting anger control you.” Don’t let the sun go down while you are still angry, for anger gives a foothold to the devil. – Ephesians 4:25-27

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