I have anxiety right now. I can’t remember what happened that prompted it. Oh, yes, I can. I mean I know the long-term problem, just not the trigger in the moment. Now I wish I could think of a way to de-stress before bed other than by falling asleep. Life is quite a process. That is for sure. I am thinking about faking it. I have the opportunity to choose between engaging life and faking it right now. I am thinking that faking life seems like death. I want to have the abundant life He has promised. I really, really do.
And when I say I am thinking about faking it, I don’t mean I am considering whether I should fake it but merely contemplating what that would be like. It really does feel like death to me. :)
The thief’s purpose is to steal and kill and destroy. My purpose is to give them a rich and satisfying life. – John 10:10