\I forgot to record here what made Sunday so awesome. On Sunday morning when I woke up, I made a decision to start trusting Christians like I trust nonChristians. That is why the day was so emotional because I lived in it and experienced it. I really did have a great laugh by the end of it! It was totally worth the extra vulnerability and negative emotion.
Today I struggled a lot with anger and resentment. I do not know why I do this so much. I am really tired of it. I wonder if unhealthy thought patterns are just stuck in my head. It seems like it is just an unhealthy habit at this point and has nothing to do with anything else.
Another chapter of my life is officially beginning at the end of this year. I am super excited. Who knows what good things are in store?
Tonight at small group we talked about God not counting chances. I think I believe God will give me another chance if I screw up this one, but I will have missed out on an amazing experience if I “fail” now. I have FOMO when it comes to God – fear of missing out. At this point, I want to be along for the journey.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” says the LORD. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.” – Jeremiah 29:11
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