Trying

Laura Kae

Aug 14, 2017
1 min

Like a soldier

Well, for the last 15 minutes I have felt like fighting again. Today really knocked me out. I am not sure why. I did not feel like I was...

Laura Kae

Jun 19, 2016
1 min

Brought to life

I was Davina this morning; but for those of you who don’t know my favorite TV show, that is meaningless; so you should think of Cruella...

Laura Kae

Apr 9, 2016
1 min

Needing to let go

I am convinced that I will be stressed out as long as I decide to be stressed out. When I decide to no longer be stressed out, then I...

Laura Kae

Feb 2, 2016
1 min

Another step

Currently I am finding it at least a little amusing that I have actually written on this blog every night for more than two years. Not...

Laura Kae

Jan 6, 2016
1 min

Great is His faithfulness (I hope)

I think the hardest part about my spiritual growth is I often feel like the most broken person on earth, like no one else could possibly...

Laura Kae

Jul 19, 2015
2 min

Surrender

I walked home tonight, thinking, “All I need to do is wake up, be faithful for one day and go to bed. If I do that one time every day for...

Laura Kae

Apr 9, 2015
3 min

Feels like pain

I have a crazy life. I am tired. It was a bad-ish day. I have really gotten into saying “ish” haven’t I? There was some redeeming value...

Laura Kae

Nov 23, 2014
1 min

When you are wrong

It was the best day ever. Filled with insane emotions. Over the last few days, I have been confronted with some interesting facts about...

Laura Kae

Nov 17, 2014
3 min

My God never fails

I think I am just a wimp. I cannot decide what is making me more exhausted – what I am doing now or trying to figure out what I have to...

Laura Kae

Nov 15, 2014
2 min

Too tired

I just fell asleep at a baby sitting job while having my evening x time after the kid had been in bed for a few hours. I learned through...

Laura Kae

Oct 31, 2014
2 min

A little bit farther

It appears the theme for the week is taking no thought about tomorrow because tomorrow will take care of itself. Today I worried about...

Laura Kae

Oct 28, 2014
2 min

Exhausted

I am nearly drunk with weariness tonight if there is such a thing. I may be getting sick. I cannot decide if it is that or a bad case of...

Laura Kae

Oct 8, 2014
2 min

Mixed emotion

Oh, I am emotional tonight. I tried to make myself bitter and angry today and I could not. An odd thing to try, I suppose; but only a...

Laura Kae

Sep 21, 2014
2 min

Commitment: it’s a commitment

Have you ever wondered what happened to the poor widow who gave everything? I have been wondering about it. It is one of those stories I...

Laura Kae

Sep 14, 2014
2 min

Trying

Between yesterday and today I have really been struggling. Too many things for me to think about have come up into my life all at one...

Laura Kae

Aug 28, 2014
2 min

Many thoughts

Today was a pretty good day. I spent some time talking to a friend about my issues of believing people love me for more than a function...

Laura Kae

Jul 28, 2014
3 min

Some things take time…

Life is sort of interesting right now. We are working on step 10 in step study. We just finished meeting tonight. The lesson was the one...

Laura Kae

Jun 11, 2014
4 min

What sin does

There was a time in my life when I had a job. A sort of cool job. But not near as cool as the jobs I have now. I was the director of a...

Laura Kae

Jun 7, 2014
2 min

Thinking hard

I accidentally spilled water on my computer, it is acting up and I am stressing out! Entirely unrecovery related except the financial...

Laura Kae

May 8, 2014
3 min

Practice

I had a conversation with God today. I think it all started when I was playing piano. I was thinking back to when I was a kid and hated...

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